Damn.... i cant get to slp... reality juz punched me right in the face... i juz realised that i blew all my savings over the last 6 mths... holymuthafuckingshit.... i better start saving up le... no more honeymoon period... no more chioning all the time... no more long hrs of lan... its time to wake up my fucking idea... i muz think of my future le... no matter how small the amount, i should start saving up le... every cent counts le... fuck sia... but the past 1/2 a year was fun... but fun doesnt put bread on the table... now without allowance from my parents, i started earning my own money... its not much now, and i overspent alot... thats the reason i fucked up... i should have been more careful wif my cash, but its too late to cry over spent cash... its time to look ahead and start saving...
anywayz, my air force contract seems to have gone thru... so im now a regular le... alot of ppl say i will regret it but hu cares... there is no turning back now... and i nvr live my life in regret.. the choices i made may not have been the wisest choices but it all seemed to work out... but almost every one ask me y i sign on... main reason is how fucked up the economy is... i have a gut feeling that another economic crisis is coming and it will be worst the the 97's crisis... and another reason is coz i dun really noe wad to do wif my life... after ns liao do wad fuck? study or work? but military life doesnt seem too bad to me... and the benefits seems worth while.... so i dun see wads wrong in signing on, especially now... and signing on means i will be getting regulars' pay.. so deciding to sign on during my bmt phase seems to have been a wise choice for me... at least now i can start planning on how to save up...
Friday, December 12, 2008
Finally... POP LOH!!! i am no longer a chao REC le... hahaz... 13 wks of good times and bad times... i gotta say i gotten way fitter den b4... when i 1st enlisted, the feeling was damn fuxing sianz... den came my 1st book out... shiok sia... the feeling was super... the 1st high key event was live range... 4 ppl had perfect scores, one of them is me... den 4 of us competed for the company best shot... and i lost... haha... but im still proud of myself... next came field camp... shoing but urber fun... slping in shell scrape more comfortable den basha... but damn hard to dig sia...
after field camp was mostly nth until sitest... knn... sitest site so many mosquitoes and sand flies... fubar sia... everyone kena bite like nth sia... after sitest was hand grenade... wooo... been looking forward to it since enlistment sia... super fun... finally after the grueling 24km march is POP... my legs all nua liao... slp oso can cramp... haha...
anyway its now im waiting for my nxt phrase... well i gtg to cmpb sign my air force contract le...