Damn.... i cant get to slp... reality juz punched me right in the face... i juz realised that i blew all my savings over the last 6 mths... holymuthafuckingshit.... i better start saving up le... no more honeymoon period... no more chioning all the time... no more long hrs of lan... its time to wake up my fucking idea... i muz think of my future le... no matter how small the amount, i should start saving up le... every cent counts le... fuck sia... but the past 1/2 a year was fun... but fun doesnt put bread on the table... now without allowance from my parents, i started earning my own money... its not much now, and i overspent alot... thats the reason i fucked up... i should have been more careful wif my cash, but its too late to cry over spent cash... its time to look ahead and start saving...
anywayz, my air force contract seems to have gone thru... so im now a regular le... alot of ppl say i will regret it but hu cares... there is no turning back now... and i nvr live my life in regret.. the choices i made may not have been the wisest choices but it all seemed to work out... but almost every one ask me y i sign on... main reason is how fucked up the economy is... i have a gut feeling that another economic crisis is coming and it will be worst the the 97's crisis... and another reason is coz i dun really noe wad to do wif my life... after ns liao do wad fuck? study or work? but military life doesnt seem too bad to me... and the benefits seems worth while.... so i dun see wads wrong in signing on, especially now... and signing on means i will be getting regulars' pay.. so deciding to sign on during my bmt phase seems to have been a wise choice for me... at least now i can start planning on how to save up...
Friday, December 12, 2008
Finally... POP LOH!!! i am no longer a chao REC le... hahaz... 13 wks of good times and bad times... i gotta say i gotten way fitter den b4... when i 1st enlisted, the feeling was damn fuxing sianz... den came my 1st book out... shiok sia... the feeling was super... the 1st high key event was live range... 4 ppl had perfect scores, one of them is me... den 4 of us competed for the company best shot... and i lost... haha... but im still proud of myself... next came field camp... shoing but urber fun... slping in shell scrape more comfortable den basha... but damn hard to dig sia...
after field camp was mostly nth until sitest... knn... sitest site so many mosquitoes and sand flies... fubar sia... everyone kena bite like nth sia... after sitest was hand grenade... wooo... been looking forward to it since enlistment sia... super fun... finally after the grueling 24km march is POP... my legs all nua liao... slp oso can cramp... haha...
anyway its now im waiting for my nxt phrase... well i gtg to cmpb sign my air force contract le...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
thats it... my youth is coming to an end... i guess its time to grow up lez... sianz... in abt 16 hrs im off to tekong to become a man... that totally sux0r to t3h m4x0r!!!!!!!! no more over nite gaming, no more late nite outings, no more sneaking out the hse for late nite suppers, no more late nite tv, no more goofing off whenever i like... damn i hate my life... this is total bs... fuxing ns... wad a waste of time... at least i get a shit ass pay and get free training to become more "manly"... hahaz... how i wished i didnt spend most of my youth plainly on gaming and goofing off... well... too late for regrets aint it... haha...
well... i guess this will me my last post as a civilian for the nxt 2 yrs... i bet when i 1st bk out 1/2 of the ppl i noe aint gonna reconise me... hahaz... well... off to enjoy the last 16 hrs of my youth... cyaz, take care and keep on pwning n00bz.... coz they sux0rz!!!!!
Friday, September 5, 2008
its fuxing 3 in the fuxing morning... y havent i slpt yet.... i feel so fuxed up... day of reckoning is approaching and every day i feel more shitty den the day before... aww man... i hate life... fux life... fux the world... fux the people that make life shitty... damn u all to hell..... damn this world to hell... y muz life be full of fuxing problems?!?! y cant the world as we noe it juz cease to exist... damn, i hate my life....
Monday, September 1, 2008
SIANZ!!!!!!! 2 wks more till enlistment.... haiz.... that means 2 wks more till my youth is over... haiz... i feel so down...... sianz......... wad to do... no money give up pink ic... so lan lan oso have to serve... muz protect all the FTs and elites.... and not to mention a certian dictator... haiz.... dun wan to tok abt it le...
recently alot of ppl say i look like 15 yr old sia... wtf man... do i look that young?! maybe its the way i dress ba... always t-shirt shorts and slippers... lol... haiz... donno whether to feel happy or feel sad when ppl say i look like 15... lol.... haiz... nowadays feel so sian at home... wan to go out more... but during day time no one pei me do stuff... haiz...
anywayz time for more south park... anyone got anything to do jio me hor...
Saturday, August 23, 2008
FUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IFUXINGHATEEVERYTHINGANDEVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUXTHISLIFEEANDTHISFUXINGWORLD!!! UCANJUZSUCKMYBALLSANDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that felt good.... nth seemed to went right this wk... been coughing since last sat, my mp3 died on me 3 times this wk coz i 4got to charge, moms nagging at me coz im coughing and staying out late (apperantly 10.30 is late...), and my fone juz fuxing died on me 2day... i feel like shit sia... sometimes i juz feel like setting everything on fire and watch it burn... wouldnt that be nice? cities up in flames... fucked up politicians running abt trying to save their cash from burning... heh... sweet...
i feel my life is moving too fast for me to catch... in less den 1 mth im going into ns... that totally sucks to the core.... y the gov muz do such shit? y does fate hate me so? y do i torture myself like so? so much y but no ans.... maybe death is the ans, maybe there is no ans, or maybe the ans is in me... argh fuck it la... time to set smth on fire....
Thursday, August 14, 2008
been awhile since my last post... hahaz... been quite lazy to update... hahaz... better update b4 ppl kb at me... haha... wads new so far? TML LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOTS!!!!!!!!! den its back to rotting for a mth... man i miss rotting... the late nites, 3 meals in one, doing nth till the point of insanity... donno will experience after ns anot sia... haiz.... so i stop working juz to feel it for the [hopefully not] last time... haha... but i planning to jog everyday... see how much self-determination i haf ba... hahaz.... nth much to blog abt... been feeling abit down lately... some ppl may noe y some might think they noe and other dunno... so im not gonna say anything... hahaz....
anyway peekture time!!! long time since i uploaded pix... abit trigger happy at work again coz wanted to waste batt to charge fone... haha...
my power sockets beside my com...
pls do not try this at home... hahaz
my tv in my room...
my ghost buster wallpaper at work...
my ipod shuffle and my free slurpee eraser
ok... well thats all... off to watch south park.. OMG THEY KILLED KENNY!!! U BASTARDS!!! haha...